The Peace of Wild Things

“When despair for the world grows in me and I wake in the night at the least sound in fear of what my life and my children's lives may be, I go and lie down where the wood drake rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds. I come into the peace of wild things who do not tax their lives with forethought of grief. I come into the presence of still water. And I feel above me the day-blind stars waiting with their light. For a time I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.”
Wendell Berry

The untainted nature; the poet;
wild;
a light heart and a free mind.
Sometimes hope.

so this is nihilism with Chinese characteristics

there is a house inscribed with ancient pictographs
front walls center back
was she a political prisoner
was he a effigy of academia, ideal, enlightened
was she a magdalen scraped too many times her precious inner pearl empty desecrated tombs
no birth but this no child but this
hungry wood beamed door crying truth into the wilderness and thorns
they kissed every word from the chairman’s lips
they stole every world from the sundial

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likeafieldmouse:

Nadav Kander - Yangtze: The Long River (2009-12)

“Finishing Yangtze: The Long River required three years and five trips to China, ‘a place that is moving and changing so fast that it can only be unnatural,’ [Kander] said.

In 2005, around the time Mr. Kander started thinking about the project, he was intrigued by China’s rapid growth and constant change. ‘It was a place that I wanted to stand in,’ he said.

The Yangtze, flowing nearly 4,000 miles from Qinghai Province to the East China Sea, seemed a natural yet challenging path to trace.

‘I love the metaphor of water,’ Mr. Kander said. ‘Like life, like humanness, it becomes a cloud. It’s an ever-changing cycle. I find it comforting.’

Because what he was seeing wasn’t so much about China — grand structures or tourist vistas — as it was about compassion. He saw a beauty in the moments he witnessed, as people lived out their daily lives and traditions in circumstances so much different from his own.

‘It’s much more about what you don’t show than what you do show,’ he said. ‘I think work that asks you to question what more there is is much more interesting.’”

I have chosen at every moment my own destiny, which is to die here in the petrified garden, behind locked gates, near my father’s bones, in a space echoing with hymns I could have written but did not because (I thought) it was too easy.
J. M. Coetzee, from In the Heart of the Country (via the-final-sentence)


We understand what just happened in the streets of America all too well. This is the reality here, we are deeply sorry that now you have to feel the same pain that we do. It shouldn’t be your pain or ours. You’re in our prayers.
Iraqi man interviewed on television last nite in Baghdad, speaking on the Boston Marathon bombings.  (via mon-cafe-du-matin)

(Source: stuckbetweeniraqandahardplace)


[The world
is still not real;
time wonders:
all that is certain
is the heat of your skin.]
In your breath I hear
the tide of being,
the forgotten syllable of the Beginning.
Octavio Paz, from “Before the Beginning”, translated by Eliot Weinberger (via the-final-sentence)

(Source: growing-orbits)


Elegy for a dictator dying in a ditch

For the heads in baskets

for the soldiers with their hand on the cheek of a child

May the Forces of War smile on thee, free product of our struggle

loved for the half sand reflection in their oval eyes

Sand in our boots

we cross the ocean and pour it out in lovers palms

but the sand has become skin and it cracks in the cold

shell upon shell bomb

falling

the horror of empty life with acceptance

its jaws wide to swallow the breath

it can never hold more than a second

displaced heat gasps

and the shock pours over the roofs

Great rolling waters of Justice

years away they lie in a ditch aloof

stagnant

full of rotting corpse and a dying king

A Child finds a man

she holds his hand

he draws breath

And tells her the Story of the World

Men rise and downfall of Civilizations

he coughed

the truth when the words failed

She wept on his seamed and sorrowed face

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if you close your eyes right before the train hits, your brain will think that you have died. some people find calmness in this.

if you close your eyes right before the train hits, your brain will think that you have died. some people find calmness in this.

(Source: dodsrike)